I'm done....

Assalamualaikum,

What makes you so special? Is it that you are a genius? or maybe you think you can do things that other people can't? Eversince I was little, I never thought myself as anything special but just a boy that will one day grow up and die just like the rest of us.I never knew the meaning of 'being loved' . I never thought anyone care about me.So,I started to care and take notice about people around me. I started ignoring the fact that I have need and decided that I was the sidekick or maybe a henchman to other people better than me.I've lost confidence in myself.I lost my will to talk freely to other people.I hated myself for being a spoiled brat. I was the blur and stupid boy who is lazy and never pass up his homework.

 So,figured out what make you special yet? Not to burst you joy bubble but once you see the odd,you are just an organism. I respect other who can proudly say , " I'm special and I know it "  or " who said I can't anything" . Those people deserve a medal but how much are they left of that kind of people.In conclusion , I'm not trying to literally moral you guys down. I'm just angry to the fact that I'm weak.Courage and bravery was never my thing. I'm just a lonely dude waiting for someone to fucking care.